Coming out trauma

I knew I was queer since I was 12. I loved my mom a lot back then. So I told her playfully thinking nothing much of it. To my surprise, she did not take it well. That's when I knew i fked up. But she didn't respond properly so I wanted to give her another chance. Told her again in 13. But this time she said "My child can't be like this". It was the most hurtful thing I had ever heard. Of course I know I'm very lucky that it's all that happened. Still it was messed up. I started being distant with her and we weren't close anymore.

But there's a good ending to this story. I decided to giver her a chance again. She's my mother after all. To my surprise, she has fully processed it and now accepting of me. She's my best friend now.