FUCKED UP
Embarrassing but here we go I was in middle school and he was my first crush EVER and the thought of being rejected NEVER crossed my mind EVEN THO THIS KID DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHO THE FUCK I WAS but i was coming in strong I would ask him if he wanted to walk home together, give him candy, small talk but then he got suspended. I found him on Facebook and i messaged him and it was all just small talk but I asked him what he would do if someone asked him out. He responded saying depending on who. I said what about me ... He GHOSTED ME for like 2 months or more. Then out of nowhere he messaged me being so sweet apologizing for not responding. And here I was already over it because I thought I was never gonna see him again. Turns out he was returning back to school the NEXT DAY. There was a lot of chances I could've talked to him but I felt so fuckin awkward and embarrassed that I avoided him as much as I could. I think he cought on so he did the same thing UP UNTIL WE FUCKIN GRADUATED. It scarred me so bad that ever since then i made the decision to never make the first move. Poor kid.
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I wish i had enough courage to ask someone i liked out irl. Idk i think it's better to be rejected rather having a crush on that person for much longer than needed.
As soon as he returned to school my feelings for him came running back I was like " ohhhh fuck" . But yeah getting rejected by him helped me understand to not expect anything from him
I'm a shy person so I never make the first move, but if you originally had the confidence to do so try not to let one jerk take it away. Also you gave him candy? That's hella wholesome and adorable
Damn hope everything works out but I gotta ask, what did he get suspended for?
If I remember correctly I think it was because of drugs.