Have you ever got assaulted?

This is like my secret but I'm gonna tell tus anyways. When I was 5 my auntie and uncle—they're both 10 years old often do the make out infront of me like they'll rub their pussy and dck on each other and even invited me to do "it" as a curious child I joined them thinking it was a game or something. My parents we're never really home at that time. But there are time when this older girly auntie of mine always invites me to a vacant room and she'll rub our pussy together or teach me how to hump on a pillow. When I was 7 I saw her watching porn and we almost did the yk.

When I was 9 I had a little cousin, he's only 6 at that time and sometimes hell rub his dck on my butt I never really know what it meant back then but I just let them since I kinda felt a tingling sensation and hotness of my body too. As I grew older, I understand what it meant cause I read yaoi at 11 although I'm not that of a yaoi addict, I like straight at that time. So when I learned it I just shut my mouth. Then now this cousin of mine got caught rubbing his on my gay cousin ( they're still both kids) and he blamed me that I taught him that. His parents didn't believe him though when my gay cousin's older sister(she's my age) we talked about the issue and found out he also did that to her and our other cousin as well. This cousins of mine assaulted like 4 of us, 3 girls and 1 boy(gay).


Now I don't even know what the fuck is it, am I going to tell my mom or something? Cause what the hell was that how can even a 6 year old know that and try to rub his on me and my 10 year old auntie and uncles know the same thing!!! Sorry but this is not made up, this is also my deepest darkest secret. I just want to rant here.#－.－)