Sometimes I wish I had a real reason to be sad

TheSuperBunny TheSuperBunny 2024-09-14 22:14:46 About almost killed myself today

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bishounensupremacy September 15, 2024 5:44 am

this is so real like cmon im just chilling in bed why does my body act like im preparing for war

TheSuperBunny September 15, 2024 8:24 am

Nah bro I'm talking about being in a constant state of being like that

silent_wisp September 14, 2024 10:50 pm

What makes you feel like you don’t deserve to let yourself be sad?

TheSuperBunny September 15, 2024 4:15 am

I haven't had anything too traumatic happen to me
But I'm so mentally ill that it's like I've experienced some of the worst stuff that can happen to a person

(I'm actually diagnosed with mental illnesses, I'm not just saying, I even get money for it from the government)

silent_wisp September 15, 2024 6:19 am
I haven't had anything too traumatic happen to me But I'm so mentally ill that it's like I've experienced some of the worst stuff that can happen to a person (I'm actually diagnosed with mental illnesses, I'm n... TheSuperBunny

I’m sure this is something you’ve been convinced of over for a long time, so I doubt one stranger on the internet is going to be able to change your mind overnight. (I’m also awful at explaining this so bear with me)
I think that the reason behind why you’re hurting isn’t as important as you believe it to be. A bullet wound is very bad, yes, but a little cut also needs its own treatment, even if it’s just a band-aid and a kiss.
Alternatively, imagine if you got a paper cut but it hurt so bad you felt like your hand was full of bullet holes. Should you go, “it’s excruciating but… I don’t deserve to treat it. It’s just a little paper cut,” that would be absurd! Go to the doctor, take painkillers, do whatever you have to because it still hurts!
I guess what I’m trying to say is, if you’re hurting, you’re hurting. If you feel miserable then you get to wallow in your misery however much you want to, even if you feel like you don’t deserve it sometimes.

TheSuperBunny September 15, 2024 8:23 am
I’m sure this is something you’ve been convinced of over for a long time, so I doubt one stranger on the internet is going to be able to change your mind overnight. (I’m also awful at explaining this so b... silent_wisp

Bro you actually don't understand how much this helped me

silent_wisp September 15, 2024 2:10 pm
Bro you actually don't understand how much this helped me TheSuperBunny

I’m glad I was able to help, even if it was just a little! My case probably wasn’t as extreme as yours, but I think I’ve been in a somewhat similar situation in the past, and I’m happy to say that I’m (mostly) better now, at least in this aspect. So there is hope! Probably!

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