Letting go is such a painful thing to do

I've recently just deleted the og server me and my friends used to be in that lasted 3-4 years and It made me cry to delete it. All the good memories there and the memes we've shared with one another, the old jokes and stuff. The memories of people I loved are all there then it just... Died because everyone fought and I had to do it for the sake of their safety because their face reveals and some info's they've shared are there. I want them to be safe even if we're no longer friends. Deleting channels wasn't enough bec it makes no difference to deleting the server itself.

Rest in peace "Vampire Blood" you will be missed. A Mental health server created by my friend Nishii, for his friends that he considered his family. It was where I had 2nd chance to have friends, everyone there was also so funny and sweet + kind. Some bad moments had happened, but nothing is perfect. Ig the fact we even had dramas and tough showed how deep the connection with each other was cus we shared feelings and anger within another.

I'm sorry for how you ended "Vampire blood" and it was so hurtful. It took for time for me and my friend to fully let go as things are in the past now. No matter what had happened, how much hurt it sometimes brought me I can't say I can't deny ever having so much fun there. My immature teenage mindset is still there and my overly over sharing how much I love my bf, you will be missed fr.