Honestly I'm this close to giving up like I just don't know anymore I don't feel like it's worth for me to live anymore. I can't even be bothered to say what troubles my mind bec it's alot and it's all just because of a man who initially made me lose my reasons to live bec I tried to be alive mainly for my friends, I felt guilty leaving them with pain or wtv. Until yadah yadah drama then guilt tripping and now they don't trust me bec he lied abt smth abt me. They were hurt. Betrayed. I'm not okay with that I don't want others hurt more cause of me. I want to give up. I'm coming back to absolutely nothing. Not even my 79 robux I accidentally spent on that stupid fucking game survive 100 days in nuclear thing.
Anyways ciao.
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Hey hang in there I believe in you sending lots of love
Suicide is never the answer. You gotta outlive your enemies honey
You still haven’t found true happiness so don’t end it early life is simple but the journey is rough I believe u can make it through it
Please don’t give up. I know it’s hard right now and it seems like it won’t get better but it will. It will blow over it’s hard now to see the future and maybe future friends you might make. You’ll rob yourself of that happiness if you let them. I know it’s hard but be resilient all things come to and end and this will too.
ANOTHER THING I FIRGOT TO SAY AND TRUST THSI MESSAGE
I know you said you can't be bothered to tell what is bothering you, how you are basically being misunderstood, broken from a man who is literal sht (the flip is with the lying—bastard), and how you are close to giving up…but you know…wouldnt ending it just like that be pathetic? Like come on! You’re the victim here, you are being unfairly treated, intentionally (from the lying bastard) and unintentionally (being misunderstood from your friends). Doesn't this piss you off? You should be.
What, still unbothered? You know…you have the right to turn this around and the ability to do so. Its great to see you haven't completely given up. Therefore, go. Go and speak your mind. No one is going to know if you don't tell them. So tell them what is happening to you, tell them what happened. Be persistent and make sure they understand. Be earesnt.
So why aren't you? If you still end up wanting to end it, then fucking try dying!!!! And no, that doesn't mean giving up if the first attempt fails. Fucking tell them what the hell is happening and get the fucking peace you deserve. Because you know what—YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT. AND GET WHAT YOU FUCKING DESERVE FROM THAT 79 ROBUX. GET UR ASS BACK ON THAT GAME
Love You,
Loki
I knew I forgot something. But basically what Keoelo said!
U just said things that I couldn’t word correctly
Also. You deserve to live, and you gotta, and be happy while doing so. I don't want you to misunderstand the part about “then die trying!” (like I meant it but it isn't the whole story).
Umm, I suffer from mental issues and like I see death…a bit lightly than one should…hence the wording…apologies.
Lol . I like what you wrote tho!
Thank u
Have you deleted ur account? Idk but if not I hope you are doing well and don’t give up you will find your purpose of life soon if you wait a bit longer don't give up your life you have that can be changed. You will find people that will support you and make ur will to live stronger and you shouldn’t have to tell yourself that without your friends you can’t live you should live for yourself and not just your friends.
NISHII BESTIE YOU CANT GO WITHOUT UPDATING PEAR BLOSSOMS LOVE FIRST OR THE OTHER PROJECTS PLEASEEE