Love

I finished a mini series titled Fellow Travelers. It is a story of gay man who lived in 19's and the challenge for their sexuality. In the last episode one of the main lead confessed his betrayal to the the other guy that resulted the guy will never able have career in government, yet the guy told him that he never resents him for that. He confess his love instead about how consuming it was and how fulfilled he was. He told him that not everyone have that kind of love, but he is. At that time watching it, I was feel overwhelmed by feelings and a bit envy. I never falling in love like that. All my spark is just a moment of likes or desires, but never admiration specially for someone. What I ever have is not love, but a passing desires that can distinguish by time. Truly, I envy those whoever have that moment in their life. A burning passion called love. If you are with them now, please cherish them. And if you do, I hope it is not for the wrong person who can't cherish you back.