To my ex-friends (tw, implied SA and a r4p1sts "friend")

Hi, I'm here on my alt account. I'm sorry I couldn't be a good friend, my depression was too much but I'm here to tell you that our old ex-friend Yun had been emotionally blackmailing me to be in a relationship with him, I never spoke up as I feared all of you would leave me because I was technically cheating on my bf.

It's why I kept on contact with him even when everyone didn't like it, even when my own boyfriend hated me for it. I was so afraid he'd reveal our secret relationship. What was happening to me in Korea. I'm sorry I couldn't escape from him for a long time. Now I'm speaking up, opening up to what truly happened to me those days.

I'm sorry I've lost my mind on my friends who actually cared for me, I'm sorry I let him shit talk you guys. I'm sorry I didn't report him to the police. I'm sorry I didn't speak up that he had been doing things to me and let him manipulate me.

I'm sorry I started to lose trust and hated everyone, I know what I went through is no excuse to have treated all of you terribly. I attempted multiple times but not cus of our fights I just wanted to find a reason to end mine because if people no longer cared about me, no one would grieve. I kept attempting mainly because of him. The sh and everything wasn't cus i was bothered with our fights, it was the only thing I could say bec I didn't want anyone to find out that Yun had been forcing me.

I'm only saying this now thanks to someone who completely got rid of him