I did confess

I had a lot of crushes and out of all of them I confessed to 3. I'm a lot obvious though so the rest must have at least guessed. I think they knew.

The 1st one went okay(?). I was in 2nd grade so it was nothing serious, I had a crush on him when I was in 1st grade. I confessed after he told me he liked me back on the 1st grade, although it didn't really develop or anything since I already liked someone else by then. And my fam moved not long after that. But all's well we're good friends with the guy now.

The 2nd one was in 7th grade, it as supposed to be mutual but, it felt stale and like 'nothing' was going on, so that ended, we're on okay terms with that person now and he has a girlfriend now so yeah.

The 3rd was somehow different ( kinda?) well he was a close friend, we go home together. I liked him at the end of 10th grade. At that time he had a girl he liked. He was open about it, really. So that was kinda' heartbreaking. However the girl transferred schools when we were in the 11th grade and I like someone else by then. So when we were walking home that day, I just blurted out that I used to like him. He didn't believe me at first. I'm just glad that he didn't distance himself, cuz' he was a good friend, I wouldn't want to loose friends that way.

I actually attempted a 4th one but it didn't go well. It was with a guy I liked in 11th grade. We were in the same class and all. He was somehow different to the others I liked in the past. A friend once told me that he liked me, but I didn't act on it cuz' I wanted to hear it from him. I could see it in his actions though, and even his guy friends would tease me sometimes. But we both never really acted on it. I tried though, it took all my courage to ask him to meet me at a place (I have a thing for face to face confessions, it might be just me but it feels more sincere than texting it or something), but he didn't show so, I thought that that was that. I still like him though, so that sucks because I probably wont even see him again.