worst parent ever

guys having a narcissistic mother is HELL. pure fucking hell she makes me want to kms every damn day leave me the fuck alone it’s so tiring i cry everyday bc of her
i know lots of you won’t understand what i’m saying but she’s eating my mental health like crazy. always victimizing herself, yelling at me for things that i did not do or just saying she’s gonna khs every time i say something. she created my an ed and now this ??? istg i’m living in hell