do any of u just start dying when you try to explain something you like

today my friend dmed me that they were reading a certain manhwa that i heavily hyperfixated they were like "ohhh id love to hear ur yap abt this one".

so i did. the problem was that 20% of it was.. gibberish and 30% was barking and 50% of it was me telling them how much i wanted to kill myself over it.

pls tell me im not insane i need reassurance.. (im mentally ill i know)

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