Sui/c/ida/l thoughts
Lately I'm having so much suicidal thoughts... Like I really want to disappear from everyone, including my parents.. I'm frustrated with my work life, my parents constantly pressuring me to get married, giving up on higher studies because of high tuition fees etc etc... all these led me to get frustration I guess...
I'm having these type of thoughts... e.g. Jumping before a running car or train or metro, jumping from high rise building (my work place) etc etc... I was even searching for medicines which will cause cardiac arrest in my sleep.. I think I'm having depression but I really don't want to see any doctors... I wanted to talk about these with my parents but I know they will never pay any attention to it...
So what should I do I'm really thinking about this right now! Do I have any other disease other than depression?? Will seeing a doctor help me out??
I hope you don't try to do it but please do see a doctor they really could help you out. I say you might be over stressed and have depression as the same time. If you are in a place where you do want to commit but don't want to please call your local suicide hotline they'll help you out with the situation your going through.
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25 07,2024