i think im being too sensitive (just a rant)

So i had this online friend of mine, we have been knowing each other for 7 months ig? Sometimes its intense chat, sometimes just asking hows ur day and what new tea, sometimes its just asking to log in game together yea its pretty fun chatting with him.

Fyi i take what he said with humor sense esp if he behave like a pick me(????) Yk frequently he said hes smarter than his peers or even his uni professor and he said hes good at everything, and how hes just build DIFFERENT etc etc but OFC i take what he said a joke

And when im in the mood i just validate(?) Or just go with the flow of his story. Never did i say something offensive like "dang shit why ure so pick me" nope, never did i said something like that bc i take what he said as a joke (only if its related to how hes great and build different etc), and i tried to match his energy by giving the same narcist joke — haha funny rit? No, but anw i match his energy AND I REALLY REALLY THOUGHT HE WILL TAKE IT TOO AS A JOKE.

So anw, ive been obsessing with this words "im just a girl" thingy, ig its bc FYP vids always showing this content but its cute and i love it sm ive been using this words (and this ribbon emoji) when chatting with him ofc AS A JOKE. But dang shi this guy suddenly said something like, 'you are not unique or different than any other girl, and you aint aint the main character and shit like that'

Like bruh? I use this words bc LOTS LOTS OF GIRLS USING IT NOT BC I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT AND HAVE I EVER SAID IM DIFFERENT THAN ANY OTHER GIRLS? NO. AND ITS CUTE AND I FYXKING USE THIS WORDS AS A JOKE

Maybe bc im on my period so im being too sensitive, but well.. its just what he said ruined my day ngl.

Now im scared he will take everything i said seriously esp my bad narcist joke even tho i just trynna match his narcist humor(?) Or it never a humor to begin with

Oh yea fyi, once he said that im only good bc i have tons of make up and without it ill have no bitches i take what he said as a joke again... And just answer "im attracted to men not bitches " with ofc this ribbon emoji

now looking back, idk why im still chatting with him, when i first saw it im a bit hurt since i never said mean words to him but well

Just wanna rant here since im just a girl sksksks

Anw i still leave him on read.