Growing up I never went out/my parent never took me out. Whether it be out to eat, to the mall, movies. Really anywhere. Only on special occasions or maybe once every other month sometimes. I never discussed it with ppl cause I thought it was normal. But once I got social media I realized that ppl go out nearly every day even on school days or getting food with family and friends. Now I'm 19, and idk if it's related, but I developed to have severe social anxiety, so even when my friends wanna go out I'm very scared of going out/hanging out with them. Even to lunch or something simple.
Having VERY violent thoughts whenever I’m mad like it could literally just be something small like losing my cum somewhere and I’m automatically like “I hope someone fucking dies” or “god just fucking kill me already” 2 reply
