tired of smut
is anyone else tired of smut and pwp in manga/hwa?
for context. I was on it for a long time. without including fanfics on ao3. I consumed alot of filthy shit. I've always (and still am) open about it and accepting of this aspect of myself. I hate puritans and ppl who are judgemental. and love communities that are accepting and open to basically smut.
now fast forward to a few days ago. I started feeling icky about reading smut. I usually have these periods of time but they pass after reading smt plot heavy.
but now I don't even want to touch anything like that. I genuinely feel dreadful at the idea of reading any of it?
so I thought I might as well go all the way and stop it all together. an experiment of sorts. to see how would this affect me and my life.
is there other people like me? I want an outsider perspective I guess?
It's all about balance like a diet if you only eat sugary foods all day everyday it fuck you up. Just like you I hate puritanism and purity culture a LOT, I think sex is just another aspect of life and we should all be more open about. Now I was raised very religious and sometimes I do feel this guilt of like I shouldn't be doing this maybe it's so......
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22 06,2024