way too often in last 15 years. and I don't even think I'm depressed. my self-harm fantasies at least give me some kind of enjoyment and relief, but my suicidal thoughts just make me tired, angry and bored. bc I know I won't do it, as often as they come the thoughts will pass, so why the hell do I bother thinking about it? Σ( ￣□￣||)
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