chronic depression for like 4 years its so over
actually not as bad anymore but it sure changes a person, im dx'ed and when I don't drink my meds i get all fucked up lol, had to up the dose too (it helped though)
idk if itll ever go away tbh, and back to the question i tried to kms more times than my fingers and toes and almost ran away from home with only 130$ in my bank account (but failed)
it gets better (i think) (i hope) (probably)
having probably undiagnosed adhd too adds to it (ive been suspicious of it since like 1st grade which was extremely long ago btw) but meds and consultations are reallylyyyyy fucking expensive
healthcare is fucked up
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Aww I don't really know what to advise as an undiagnosed person, I hope, I wish, you will eventually get better no buts or ifs just keep it together and stay strong even if you can't you'll find a way ✧(>o<)ﾉ✧
ive had meds for a long time now and it doesnt seem to have a permanent change, just a suppressant I have that needs to be taken daily, basically just maintenance at this point. ngl i feel crippled cuz i was so "efficient" in the past before this all happened and now im like a breathing corpse lmfao
and by maintenance, maintenance to feel like a normal person