Phobia(s)

Ahhh.. the intriguing formation of human fear. I actually don’t really know why I fear heights but something must of triggered it. I can’t climb ladders without vigorously shaking.. I also have an extreme fear of red glowing lights such as the red light at the stop light especially at night or the glowing EXIT signs, they freak me out and I try my best to turn away as soon as I see them. When I do, they give me chills and a lot of times a sick stomach. I also, fear, thunder. I think it’s probably what happened when I was about four years old in China, but I don’t really remember, so when it rains and thunders, I’m so frightened as if I was in a horror movie. I completely cover myself from head to toe with my blankets as if that’s going to do anything but it’s almost like instincts. I found that humming a song during the thunderstorm can help ease the fear a little bit. (⁎⁍ᴗ⁍⁎)