To who used to be the gifted and smart kid in class

Going normal. Picture this. You enter a prestigious university and it's filled with other overachievers who are about your age. Now I'm in the average rank among the other competitive snobs who want to make everything as competitions. I also completely abhor protests. They are wasting time and honestly, they should be expelled. If they are not STEM......   reply

I became a God… at procrastination. No lie. It even scares me… My God abilities. (honestly tho I don't know if I could call myself smart) (￣∇￣")   reply

The title "Gifted kid" ruined my fucking life, because when I was younger I was treated better for being smart and given more rewards for doing the bare minimum while everyone else was having fun and studying. Now I can't do shit , I'm suffering and everyday I don't understand the bullshit chemistry is trying to spew I HATE TEACHERS   3 reply

burnout   reply

Suicidal   2 reply

Currently in the middle of academic decline - it's not that I don't know how to revise, its just that everyone is improving and I'm stuck where I was 2 years ago   reply