my first yaoi

So when I was in 6th grade, I wasn't into gay things at that time (cuz I didn't know yaoi exists back then, I was still a child lol) but I was into anime. And I was scrolling through youtube and got stumbled upon an anime (which I didn't know that it was yaoi) so I watched it since the channel has all the episodes and was subbed and has a nice quality. So at first, I got into it because the boys were hot and cute (ya girl's a thot). The anime was about a boy who doesn't have a club and decided (I think he was forced?? I can't remember it now lmao) to join the photography club(?), And little does he know, that fucking club was full of gays, not just some cute and fluffy gays but HORNY ones. I thought they're some innocent club, but b o i. I was fucking wrong. THEY HAVE SO MANY DILDOS AHHHHH and my innocent eyes were in deep shock, SO they have sex every day and they took hundred of pictures of it. they were having a gangbang, threesome, and other kinky stuff that my innocent child-self couldn't believe. And OFC as a CHILD, I stopped cuz it was too much for me and it ruined my point of view of yaoi (it was my first time tho and I was still a child). And finally in 7th grade, I, myself that time wasn't innocent any more thanks to smut mangas/webtoons/novels I've been reading and decided to watch/read BNHA doujinshis on youtube and Mangago, and got into it (like REALLY into it) and finally got addicted to it till this day.