Hmm..Hello...
I actually have no idea why I'm doing this...and hmm....this website is just full of kids, so how useless is that...haha...but I don't have socials, I don't talk about that type of thing much with my loved ones, because I hate seeing them sad or worry...
I just...
I just wanted to reach out, and say very sincerely: "I am seriously not okay. I don't know if I can continue anymore."
...thanks for reading...sorry for being a depressing wreck...I think...I...will feel a bit better after some sleep...it's just the usual...it's all the usual...all that pain and distress is only in my head...
I am not doing good. But maybe tomorrow will actually be better?
So sorry you had to read this...and thanks for the attention...
Y'all try and be happy...it's a hard World, out there...and everyone deserve to be happy and fulfilled...
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Hey, I feel you. Sounds fake I know but I wanna share with you the one thing that is getting me through my situation rn and I think it might help you too.
I write how I feel every day, if not everyday then I write a summary of how I felt in the duration of the days I couldn't write and if possible, why I felt like that. Having an online journal or diary is fine and all but I find that physically writing helps better than typing. You are left with a pen and a blank page so you can write anything. The moment you start writing, without realizing it you'll manage to fill a page.
We can get through this my guy, sending virtual hugs for you, professional help sounds scary sometimes but take your time and keep that thought in mind, go through it when you're ready.
I dont rlly know what's going on in your life, but i rlly do hope it gets better! If you need someone to talk IM OFFERING MYSELF (like rlly PLS u dont bother me at all!!)
And yes this site is mostly younger ppl so i totally understand, but is kinda nice to just let things out sometimes.
Now for my recommendation: sleep. Idk why everytime i feel bad and that everything is going bad, I go to sleep and the next day i feel better.
Anyway, will be here if u need anything!
Haha...I'm silly, but it made me cry...tysm for taking your precious time just to answer such a message. Thank you ^^
Hope tomorrow is better for you hun. Dont be afraid to reach out to professional for help. Im sure you will be able to go through this
Thanks, it's very kind of you, I appreciate <3