I have been desperately looking for a story I read on here tw for serious mental health problems described below as in the story. Thanks for any and all help :)
The story is a reincarnation story with a girl as the main character. She reincarnates after a suicide and the story goes into how she deals with living on. I vividly remember one scene where she tries to kill herself by jumping off of a clock tower and then there is a scene where everyone is trying to make sure she doesn't die. It's also a European royalty type story (the ones with counts and dukes and stuff, sorry I don't know what to call them).