I tried 10 times.

I am pretty open about this kinda stuff so I am open to questions as I have been in hospital and rehab. This will put this lightly as I do not wish to upset people. I was 9 when I first tried, I am 18 now. I have permanent damage because of some of my attempts. Growing up things were hard and at times very lonely. I was scared most of the time because of someone (I will not name.) The loneliness came out of not having any friends and not being accepted. My last attempt resulted in me being put in the hospital and then rehab due to some trama due to watching people I love die or leave. and having family split up. I last thought about trying again around Christmas. As I said, I am open to questions or to even tell my story (be warned it is a bit long, sorry!!!)

Hope you all have a nice day.