kinda sounds like there could be a lot of suppressed shame on your side. if you have the means talk it out with a therapist. all suppressed/unprocessed emotions are harmful and keep stealthily fuck your life up. if you are curious find some eft tapping video on yt with "shame" or "toxic shame" topic and try to tap and see if there is any response   1 reply
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