I was in a same sex relationship for over 6 years. I was 17 then and now I'm 24 .. It ended last May but until now I just can't moved on. I feel like my time has stopped. I gave up everything for her sake. Even my friends but now that she is older she just threw me away.
Even though you still have her in ur mind, try to go out with others, just think of it like a replacement, who knows someday you'll find someone that'll make you feel glad that you chose them over her reply