Think of it this way

"I've been thinking about killing myself and then I saw this so that's a sign I should do it"
That's exactly what popped in my head when I saw this topic, guys I understand trying to find comfort in numbers but next time chose a different topic title please.
ALSO IT IS NOT WORTH IT!
I have gotten turned down at job interviews because we have to wear short sleeves and my wrists are scarred. I struggled so hard to find a job because of my wrists. My scars have effected my income and my life. People won't speak to me or feel scared to approach because of my wrists. It was not worth it. After trying to kill myself and basically succeeding (I was basically dead for over a minute (flat lined). What I felt when I literally saw death, you NEVER want to feel that. If you think you can't get through your depression and pain you can baby. You don't want to feel death. I felt so alone and it felt like all the air got compressed out of my lungs and stayed compressed, it was horrible, it was scary, you don't want to feel that. There was even emotions I can't even possibly describe they were so dark. You don't see shit, not your life flash past, nothing. When movies go "I feel so cold" Its not a joke I went from warm to falling in a lake in December it is cold for a split second before it burns. When I took my first breath coming out of that I cried holding onto my mom's hand for what felt like hours. DON'T DO IT! My life is the best and I'm so happy now, you will get through this!