Religious beliefs
Tomorrow ramadan fasting month starts n I'm gonna start fasting. My bf who's really religious keeps telling me to start fearing **Him**(God) n to tell u the truth, I'm not really religious.
I follow my family's religion but I'm not so orthodox, i dun wear hij@b n i dun offer 5× prayer daily. I'm not a bad person, i just dun believe in God much.
I dun think I've committed any grave sins, I've been living a simple life n i dun want to box myself in religious restrictions. Ik he's not wrong about his intentions, but I'm just not interested in it. Tbh, even my family doesn't bother me much about it. I'm a studious person n use my time to get the academic validation.
He never listens to what I've to say. I dun think he even plans on leaving me bcoz even if i tell him to find someone who's religious instead, he just brushes over it, ignoring what I've said. It kinda stresses me out ngl. I even told him it's haram to date, so why bother dating me at all. He literally doesn't care what i say ong
{Verily, the hypocrites will be in the lowest depth (grade) of the Fire; no helper will you find for them.} [Al-Nisa 4:145]
{They swear by Allah that they are truly of you while they are not of you, but they are a people (hypocrites) who are afraid (that you may kill them)} [al-Tawbah 9:56]
{And when it is said to them: ‘Make not mischief on ......
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11 03,2024