Yes I have
I tried to do so when I was 11 and I took a steak knife into the shower with me however I ended up not doing so. I have been struggling with self-harm for many years prior to this and to this day I still do. If anyone has any questions feel free to ask I am open to sharing.
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my sibling don’t like me very much, due to our living conditions growing up they were unfortunately victims of our parents inability to care for children. I know it is not their faults however it did hurt quite a lot. They used to pretend that I didn’t exist and as a child I was very weak and would be in and out of hospitals. I would often get high fevers and seizures. Because of this I would go to my grandparents after the hospital often because of the lack of care given by my parents. This may have affected their sense of companionship with me and they did not like me very much and made sure I knew of it. If I could be selfish and ask them to help me, I would ask them to include me in activities and to be there for me as you said.
My sister is self-harming and has tried to kill herself multiple times. If you had big sister what would you like her to do for you to help you feel better? I know different people have different situation and feeling but I’ll take all suggestions. I love my sister and I don’t want her to feel bad and it’s frustrating not being able to help even tho I know sometimes just being there is the only thing someone can do.