Accidentally tried to killed myself

I never tried to kill myself but there are times when I almost died like when I was 4 years old i was swimming in the swimming pool. I slipped and almost drown. Thankfully somebody saved me. Then another time when I was 11 years old. I was currently at my grandma's house when it happened. I was carryingy little brother that time since we are about to go back to our house but then, I missed a step but Thankfully my brother was fine and i only ended up with a sprain on my ankle. So i guess thats about it.