wasn't worth it

was 14 when i had one of those big online debuts and there was this girl i somehow became instantly friends with cuz of so many similarities. we seemed to uuuuuuh idk understand each other probably - thats what i thought. there was visible and obvious flirting from her side but for a while i just thought she was being super nice and friendly or something. literally everytime i saw her photos she looked AMAZING really. and before i knew it, i had a big fat crush on her but i wasnt really labelled as queer yet so i just thought it would pass. well it didnt and uh since we were pretty close, i told her when i was 8 months in and she said she had one too?! got me surprised and we even dated just to try it out...
in like 2 months there was a whole drama thing in the groupchat - and i wasnt really a part of it so i chose not to be involved but the side she was on said not being involved = the opponents side and welp she kinda left. got really depressed and shit for a week but then the people from the other group took me in and told me they had made other secret accs to get access to the her group as different people - and showed me screenshots that she already had a guy. we were also a trio, me, her and the dude lmao
apparently they thought it would be fun to play a joke on people so eh

well i guess i did realize im pretty bisexual and inclined towards women.(￣∇￣")