Narrow Road

Have you ever felt convicted or dirty while reading pornographic content? Are you trying walking the path of Christ but ultimately fall back here? Or maybe you don't know what to do anymore and are just reading here in order to escape.

I invite you all to accept Jesus Christ as our Lord and Saviour. It will not be easy. You will fail, but that's okay. WE all fall short to the glory of God, which is why he sent his only begotten son to take on our sins. This is a trial and error experience, in which God will always be our strength. Your loved ones will let you down, that mary jane will let you down, those crystals will let you down, this perverted daydreaming will let you down, but God won't. Trust me, I've tried all kinds of ways but God.
Maybe you've been hurt by the people in the church, by those who call themselves holy but are blind. Forgive them, for they know not of what they do. Be better than them, and live righteous.
Luke 6:27-28

I started falling into this perverted lifestyle when I was 7. I know how hard it is to fight lust, even though I have never masturbated. I always daydreamed of it, a way of escaping. By the age of 11 I neglected myself, started falling into anxiety, then depression. I started self-harming and relied on pornographic material, such as this site to take my mind off of things. This went on for years behind closed doors. Then I stopped when I was exposed to God's holiness. I was clean at March 2023, and never felt such peace and love than I did worshiping Jesus Christ. Then I fell back into sin around September. Did everything I mentioned above again, but consciously knew what I was doing grieved God. Only worse, now that I felt guilty for constantly taking his grace, doing all kind of wicked things against him and drinking (to be drunk).

Would you rather live a life devoted to Jesus Christ, only for it all to be black, or a life of sin, only to be judged by Him? I don't know about you, but I'd rather live a life devoted to Him, rather than the consequences of my sins if He really is true. (In which He is)
John 14:6, John 20:27-29, Philippians 2:5-7.

I do not believe in coincidences. I believe you are reading this for a reason. God is reaching out to you through my testimony, and welcoming you to a life that the wordly temptations cannot offer you. Whether you choose to have him in your life or not is of your own will, and He will not force you. But know this my brother/sister, you are not guaranteed a tomorrow. The fact that you woke up today is a chance for you to start anew. You and I are not perfect, we've all sinned. However, faith is not lost. I love you and I wish to see you in the holy kingdom.
Romans 5:8

Today, I vow to live my life to Christ and trust in him to solve my issues, since I've tried and failed at fixing mine many times. If you stuck around to read my testimony, I thank you.
I pray that everyone reading this is convicted by the Holy Spirit, to repent of their sins, to experience the love of the Holy Spirit. I pray that your trauma, depression, anxiety, self-indulgence, loss of hope, witchcraft, and confusion in identity is rebuked in the almighty name of Jesus Christ I pray, amen.

Remember, the king of sin will condemn you, but the King of Mercy will convict you.
Jesus loves you (not your sins)
Ezekiel 33:11, Deuteronomy 31:8, Psalm 19:9

Feb 11, 24