The strangest dream I’ve ever had

So in the dream, I was riding on a white horse and whenever I tried to get off, I couldn’t because both my arms were cut off up to the actual shoulder. Me and the horse ended up in this empty road with no houses or trees, just nothing except a painted road in this sort of void.

After that, we just kept going for a while and my head started to hurt but then I felt a few hands groping me, undressing me, and trying to pull me off the horse. I don’t really remember everything exactly but they kept whispering how they wanted to hit me and hurt me or just straight up insulting me and calling me slurs.

Eventually, the horse and I were already in this completely black place and the men were still grabbing me and pulling on my hair. I couldn’t see anything other than the horse and I kept facing it through third person to first person constantly. One of the men was able to rip my entire body into two (like vertically, I think) and everything kind of just disappeared.

I woke up all sweaty and I started crying.