"last chap" but then u saw sunlight on your windows

so i always stay up all night, esp when the story's just so good and every chapter is like a cliffhanger??? like wth? and i ain't sleeping without knowing what would happen next so when i tell u i would ALWAYS tell myself that this would be the LAST CHAP. FCK NO. it always leads to me hearing the roosters and the SUNLIGHTTT. ugh. i wanted to fix this habit but damn this is so hard bruh.