help me find this BL

i've been looking for this for a long time so the mc or one of the mcs is hypersexual i think and theres this scene of him as a kid rubbing up against a chair/table and i think he was telling his hyung that it felt good.. idk but he was doing it jn front of another person and it was sm1 close to him
its Also a bl and i think he has blonde hair and is trying to get another guy to be horny?? what i remember correctly is the chair part! i really really wanna read it if you know it pls tell me