Who are God's strongest soldiers?

One time, I smoked weed and had the worst trip of my enitre life. I thought i was dying and was in purgatory (I dont even think I believe in purgatory lol). The next morning, my friend who was with me told me that I even started praying (and honestly duhh! I felt like I was going to die!) and what I experienced was a panic attack. And it had me thinking, people who suffer from anxiety/panic disorder are truly God's strongest soldiers bc if I ever have a panic attack again, I honestly think I might kms.