Mental breakdown time :D
Its all my fault i'm a dumb bitch because if i just paid attention in class then maybe i wouldn't have such low grades
Its all my fault that i procastinate because its just so simple, just stand up and study and do work but i can't even do that
Its all my fault that i have a short attention span because its not as if i didn't have a choice, i could simply pay attention. Boom. Problem solved bit guess what i did? I didn't pay attention therefor its my fault
It all makes sense
This is why i became a worthless human being
Just a waste of air
I just became the daughter of some parents i'm not even worthy of
Some other smart kid should've been their child not me...
Maybe if i just kms then maybe that might lead them to get a new kid. A better, smarter kid
Its not as if they would care
I'm just another mouth to feed. Another annoyance. Another waste of space. Another waste of money
Well anyway that's what i came here to ask you, what's the fastest and most painless way to die?
Honestly this isn't the best place to vent ngl, but I'm hella sure no one out here is gonna give you suicide advices, and I sure as hell hope they don't either.
Rather than venting here, consult a therapist or psychologist or maybe ask a trusted teacher or your close family for proper help and advice.
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24 11,2023
