Found a sub (men)

yall sorry if this is out of pocket but I really really really wanna find a pretty boy I can use and abuse(respectfully) i keep seeing femdom or pegging videos on Twitter and I'm just like WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO FIND A MALEWIFE THAT WHIMPERS AND CRIES LIKE THAT?!?! I guess I'm a lil sadistic lmao but yea I started uni 1.5 months ago and I haven't seen any pretty boys anybody give me tips pls ?!??!??!