Genders and sexualities

So I'm having a hard time trying to understand what my sexual orientation is...
So I am attracted to some women I see and I do like women characters well, however I don't have as many crushes on women as I do on men... I fear than I'm not really bisexual and am lying about my sexual orientation
Also I'm into both romance and sex, however when it comes to being in a relationship I'm kind of opposed by it? Like I feel claustrophobic when I'm in a relationship

So what does that make me?