I started smoking just to look cool but it has been my only breakfast for nearly two years now nd damn am I pathetic...
I really wanna go to gym I wanna have huge womanbiceps, its just such a fucking misery that its physically hard for me to gain muscle and I just keep convincing myself "I'm drunk so maybe I shouldn't go for a run today" like anyone would gaf if I got ran over by a car
I'm really just lying to myself, spewing excuses. I want to whack the life out of myself as I take another sip of that damned beer, dawg I'm pretty sure I need help
Imagine being an alcoholic druggie at the ripe age of 17, couldn't be me
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You're not asking for advice so please feel free to just ignore what I'm saying, but it sounds like you're being hard on yourself. You're doing what you can, right now. If it's not up to the achievements you're thinking of (the biceps etc), that's fine - you can meander your way towards that when you're feeling better.
Regarding exercise: what got me into things was finding what kind of workouts are enjoyable to me. I used to hate running until I found an app called "zombie run" that makes it sound as if zombies are chasing you, lol. Works better than any music for me. It's silly, but whatever.
Good luck, and take care!
smoke as much as u want n give up drinking cuz alcohol tastes like shit anyways weed is so much better , get a gym buddy to sesh w before hitting legs and i promise this lifestyle is so much better than what ur currently living like
mane if you dont fuckin pour all of that shit down the drain and get rid of whatever ur smoking i swear imma do it myself no cap. keep going gang and gain muscle im in the same boat but the hardest part is starting, you just need to keep pushing
addict helping an addict is the best way to recover
Alcohol be pricy ash g how do I pour it down the drain
Yo how much do u have?
Eeeh you know a bit, also it didn't send the rest of my comment what the fuck that sounds petty ash, sorry about that I said something the lines of, yeah you're right glad to have someone understand it, hope you also get clean gl
nah ur chillin dw, and maybe sell that shit?? like just get rid of it in your house honestly. and hopefully bro im tryn my hardest to stay sober lol, gl fr
I should really think about that yeah. You're doing well, I hope the best for you man