Falling in love with my therapist

I have dpdr and finally decided to get some help, I'm not going into detail as to why but all I'm going to say is my therapist is fine AF I MEAN THIS MF BUILT LIKE TOJI -but smaller, tbh I hate him and he doesn't help me at all with my issues,he makes it worse BUT THIS MF talks so sensually like it's not a joke, he was like "we can go fast or slow whatever you like" AND WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS GOING TO JUMP OVER THE COUNTER. He's super kind but of course that's because he's doing his job, he's not that attractive/I can just see his muscles budging out of his shirt with those mf glasses, anyway I'm going to stop seeing him because he doesn't help at all....... my first experience with therapy was goofy