Lemme tell u all that I used to be the most earth-shakingly digusting human being that should've been erased from existence back in 2019-2021. I would tell y'all everything about it but I'm afraid it might lead to many unforeseen deaths, like who possessed me to do all that? I genuinely don't think I'll ever know. I think I'll look back at myself in 3 years and find the me right now cringe as well but it'll never be close to the absolute hate I have for 2019-2021 me.