i'm still not over her??

I had my first wlw relationship, actually, we barely got there since she ended it before we could go any further. I was a little down then since I found out my crush liked someone else and they happened to start dating. That's when my friend set me up with this girl. We had so much in common and such. We talked almost every single day. I got to know everything about her little by little, and I never expected her to like me since I thought she was trying to be friendly. But I was wrong, she did like me and so did I. We made spotify playlists for each other, and went on mini-dates, held hands, and hugged like there was no tomorrow. I thought everything was going well until a month passed, and I started to notice some changes. First, it was that I noticed how she removed the playlist she made for me, and the next one was that she always said she was too busy to hang out. But, talking to her in person, I didn't find anything strange. Until that night, she usually texts me first asking how my day went, but instead, I receive a long text. I knew it. It took me a while to have the courage to read her message. Once I did, I didn't notice how my eyes became watery. It was like my heart was about to explode, I felt so many emotions suddenly rushing over my body. I cried and cried for hours until I could no longer shed a tear. All I could do was respect her decision to end it before this went further. Months passed of pretending like we were total strangers, the worst part was I saw her at school every single day. The continuous awkward stares. My heart still aches, I went past this stranger. But this was no ordinary stranger since I knew her name, her favorite color, her birthday, her hobbies, and more. Here I am still not over her..