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i literally cant take it anymore. first day of FUCKING SCHOOL TODAY AND WHEN I FROCED MY MOM TO MSG THE PRINCIPAL TO NOT PUT ME IN THE SAME CLASS AS MY TOXIC EX FRIEND AND TEN SHE PROCEEDS TO PUT ME IN THE SAME GODDAMN CLASS AS HER. came in saw new homeroom teacher she gave us books i put the books in my bag not even 1 hour in IT SPILLS EVERYWHERE ALL OVER MY BOOKS AND MY HAIKYU MANGA VOLUME ONE WHICH I WAS PLANNING ON READING DURING BREAK, i cant every time i see that thing in chocolate milk i start sobbing and i cant buy it again because the nearest manga store is 1 hour away. again, not even one hour in my FUCKING ZIPPER BREAKS AND I HAD TO CARRY MY BAG WHICH LITERALLY MADE ME LEAN FORWARD FROM HOW HEAVY IT IS. my friends are literally the weirdest people in the class i made friends with the class weirdos they kept talking bout how their dads owned hentai playstation 3 DVD's and i kept trying to change the subject. i cant anymore i just cant not even one day in and i just want to die, i cant do this anymore dude nothing goes my way anymore what the hell did i do to deserve this