Senior highschool is starting to hit me
I'm a HUMSS student and DAAAAMN at this point we just study shit on our own cause the reportings are so crazy. The only thing I'm getting motivation and strenght to deal with all of this is convincing myself that doing research and reportings are much better than dealing with pre-cal or whatever the fuck they do on STEM strand
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From STEM, an actual STEM student - gonna go to my gr 12 now. I'm even surprised I lasted, and actually finishing it. Gen Math, Statistics, and Pre-Cal were hard ngl, but were bearable, I died when we proceeded to Basic Calc. Then the PR was another thing, we actually didn't get to go halfway through it because the teacher was, well to put it mildly, had an attitude "irate" everytime it was their sub.
Hell, my course going to college is Clinical Psych, and here I am studying different components of electronics, because the endorsers of different schools (endorsing for their academe to students joining Senior High, when I was gr 10) answered me from my question, that I needed to take STEM in order to proceed to that course, of course with the knowing knowledge of asking google the same question.
Now, I'm in the middle of mastering basic calc, because I'm dreading the scholarship exams gonna need this one, especially when you'll ask for a full scholarship. And beginning to have doubts of whether I should really take the course, or just pursue Comp Sci. （/TДT)/
I swear Practical Research ain't nothing to do to what my future jobs are. General math is still fine but fck u PR y do u exist?????
i got to experience every strand's subjects and general math already got my brain loaded idk if i can handle calculus
DEFO BETTER research and anything lingustics related is so much better than the mathematics and science hell they have on STEM like what the fuck biology, physics, calculus on one fucking semester??? Jesus christ