AITA

I don't have reddit but I saw things like these on tiktok and I really do need advice:

I, 20 F, and currently with my secret long term boyfriend, 60 M, of two years. He's married and has two kids (one of them is my best friend, she doesn't know obviously, the other is 10 M), but we kept it under wraps so it doesn't really matter.

Anyways, the thing is the sex is so good - I'm talking the mind blowing because he is packingggg (like judge me all you want but you would understand if you saw his junk) but I feel like we've been getting wayyyyyy too comfortable.

While his youngest is at school and his wife/daughter are at work, I come over (I quit my job spend more tine with him) and we are like bunnies in heat (๑•ㅂ•)و✧, we do it everywhere. On the kitchen counter, in his son's bed, on the dressing table, in the bath, I mean everywhere.

One time the younger kid comes back from school early! and he freaking walks in on us doing the devil's deed on his sister's bedroom (what was he even gonna do there, that freak to be honest) but its fine because I shut him up by guilting him that if he tells anyone he will be the reason his family breaks apart so its fine.

But the problem comes after because I think my bf developed that kink where you like being watched... he literally bought like 10 mannequin sex doll things just to place them around us while we have sex. It's made me sooo uncomfortable so I lashed out at him and said I won't have sex with you anymore if you don't get rid of those.

We haven't had sex for 3 days but I'm like so horny, and I feel bad. Maybe I was overdramatic...so am I the asshole? should I apologise to my bf because everyone has kinks tbh. Thanks guys in advance, I appreciate it (づ￣ ³￣)づ