a bit too often

since school started again and i’m trying to keep up with the workload. the stress along with my bad habit of putting things back eventually led to three days (two nights) and only 8 hours of sleep. as a growing fujoshi, yaoi has been nothing but a holy grail for me and honestly, i’ve also been reading reader inserts for polygamous relationships. I’ve never been so intrigued by the concept of accepting, loving and being in a relationship with more than one person. i gotta thank yaoi for helping me learn about things like sexuality and consent— communication as well, though the reality can be far from ideals.

will i ever end up pulling myself together ? maybe not, but you learn a lot from what you like to do and i feel big brain for being the side character in someone else’s life, giving them relationship advice and supporting them as smol fren