I’m so depressed and alone
Honestly I’m so sick of living. I’m exhausted, overworked and broke amongst other things that tear me down daily. I just turned 27 and I feel like I haven’t achieved anything worthwhile. I am alone, I moved away from my hometown and family almost 5 years ago and have not made any meaningful connections with anyone.
I wake up every day and I work so hard just for all the money I make to disappear in an instant to bills. Why do I continue to wake up every day? I’m tired. I’m close to just giving up. I have nothing and I have no one to lean on. The only thing that has kept me going in the last 3 years is this site and manga in general. I keep telling myself to keep living just so I can continue reading the stories I’m interested in and to see how they will end. I’m not sure if this will work for much longer.
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Yes, I understand that. I'm just trying to survive and it's a pain in the ass. And nobody cares. I think we're truly alone. • ‿ ,•
I understand I’m Living life on autopilot & I barely have friends so yeah it’s been a lonely road I just turned 20 I lost a lot of friends (maybe my fault maybe there’s ) & I don’t talk to my siblings anymore (cus of the evil in this world) but I talk to my parents & I live with my parents cus I’m a student but if readings comics makes you keep going continue to do it please I don’t want you to stop living we all have to find some thing to live or keep going for for some it’s person, place or thing which I don’t blame you comics are really freaking refreshing to read, but I guess we are supposed to just keep living until things get better I have hope but at the same time I don’t. Even though I don’t know you please keep going I’m open to talk also but even so I hope you find more things to live for I hope you can go outside look at the sky & smell the fresh air & say I want to live or I’m gonna try to keep going or I’m gonna keep going i hope joy enters your life.
You're not alone, a lot of people feel this way. People don't really talk about how hard and lonely adulthood can be. I'm in a similar boat myself, I'm 23 and I only have 2 friends (one of whom just moved 12 hours away) and I find it difficult to talk to people (which is why I finally made an account on here). The economy is shit and the world is on fire but just know there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. I just know things will get better, they have to. And if manga is what keeps you going there's no shame in that. Sometimes the little joys we can find in life can make it worth it. I really hope things start getting better for you and I'm open to talking with you if you'd like!