For me I read bl because I'm a jealous person so when I read bl it's automatic that the characters ain't liking me (romantically), but in straight romance there's ml and fl only so I (kinda) have a chance so my delusional self having thoughts of marrying them, being lovely dovely, them hot mls doing the greenest thing to me, and then remembering that they have a partner plus being fictional, so I cry till my eyes are swollen because I envy them. Lol
to let my tears out or to see fictional gay ppl have happy relationships and be jealous or happy for them knowing that 95% people in my country are homophobic so i can barely date any good guys 1 reply
