I'm in love with my alpha coworker.

I(24f) has been in love with D (23M) my alpha coworker. D and I have known each other since we were in middle school...and I've always had a crush on him ever since.

We were both classmates in our first year in middle school and we instantly clicked and became friends. As time went by we got to know each other more and realized that we've got a lot of similar interests and hobbies. We we're both kind of nerds but he was more out going and a lot more social than I am. But still we remained really close with each other.

For the the whole 3 years in middle school, he was the only person I could truly call my friend. We hang out a lot, we both did our hobbies together, study together and literally just have fun together. And soon enough I realized my true feelings for him. I really thought that I only saw him as a friend but damn- I was wrong! I began to saw him in a different light, it was like he was sparkling every time I saw his face.

I began to notice how charming he was, how caring he was and how...attractive he was. But no matter how much I liked him I was too scared to ruin our friendship. So throughout the rest of our middle school I hid my feelings from him and remained his "close" friend.

And then we finally graduated and summer came, I was overjoyed to know that we were both going to the same high school. But unfortunately I couldn't hangout with him for the summer since I had to spend my summer at my grandma's province. Throughout the whole summer I couldn't stop thinking about D, I couldn't wait to see him again.

But for some unavoidable reason I had to take my first semester in high school at my grandma's province. A lot of things happened within my family, I was really depressed and had to deal with a lot of stress. I wanted to be with D during those times but I couldn't which only made my situation worse.

The more I stay in that province the more distant I grew from people. I was really in a bad place and the only hope I could cling on was to be reunited with D again.

Fast forward, I was finally back after which felt like an eternity.

As I was walking towards my classroom I saw D from not afar and my heart almost jumped out of joy. I've missed him so much that I just wanna run towards him and hug him real tight. But I soon noticed that he was surrounded by a group of people...and I felt kind of hurt. I mean I knew he'd have friends here already but I couldn't but feel jealous. So I just decided to surprise him later since I never told him I'd be back now and he probably thought I'd continue my high school back in the province.

Later that day, I waited for D at his home since I didn't saw him earlier at school. After a few hours of waiting he finally came, when he saw me I could see his eyes lit up as he rushed towards me. We both hugged each other and went to his room to talk and basically and basically hang out like we used to do.

When we noticed that it was getting darker outside D decided to walk wme home.

It felt so great to walk side by side with D again. My heart is having a party inside my ribcage. For the past months that I never saw him, I never knew he's body could change thus much. He was a taller and a lot more muscular. I was over the moon...I glanced at him and saw him smiling.

"Oh yeah!" He said as he paused from walking and looked at me.

"My secondary gender test result came out!" *He said excitedly said to me as I rolled my eyes at him.*

"Why are you so excited? It's not like I don't know your result already"

"Wait you know already? But I never told you though."

"I mean I knew we're both going to be Betas anyway."

*D stared at me in silence but he was smiling widely*

"....dude! I'm an Alpha!"
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(It kinda don't make sense? I know)
(I don't know how to write? Yes)
(Am sleepy and am I writing this at midnight? Yes)
(Part 2? Tomorrow if I want to)