Confess to your crush OR NOT

Would have not even if I had the chance, but when I was younger I did have a guy I liked. He was funny and we had 3 classes together and he sat right beside me or in front of me in those classes so I eventually started to crush on him, but he started dating a girl. I was shocked (I fr thought he liked me back like my delulu self was fully convinced that he did) Anyways we all had a class together I didn't rlly know her but she was my bsf cousin, anyways he kissed her in front me and when I tell you I was rlly sad/angry but
not rlly/confused that I started ignoring him I basically made it very obvious that I had feelings for him. So when I was very sad this other guy from that same class asked me out even tho I didn't like him (I barely started talking to him like a month ago) I got an idea to move on from my crush I have to distract my mind by dating someone so to try to make myself feel better I started dating that guy but karma got me cause that guy when I tell you he was crazy he was CRAZY LIKE A WHOLE PSYCHO anyways I broke up with him (which made him say that he wanted to hit me with a BAT me and my friend even nicknamed him sangwoo bc of that LMAO even now my recent friends don't know that I dated him but they say that he's a very weird and a creepy guy). ANYWAYS don't date anyone you don't like I had to learn it the hard way, and so now I have no clue where my crush went they moved to a whole different school and that girl he was dating is now with another guy so im pretty sure they broke up. I just feel like if I did have the courage to confess I would have got rejected which is way better than everything else that happened LMAO. Anyways stan enhypen and always love sunoo